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You can,

I can,

we can…

we all are in….

Conjugation: a perception of our societal will.

We all write the value of our being;

a symposium of what we (or you, or I, or us) may be….

The lost promise of the simpler-sense-of-self

that we carry from our youth:

this lie we burden our collective souls with.

Our filthy gerund we share amongst ourselves

like a communal whore.

I am,

You are….

He, she…. no apologies.

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Waddle.

Overcast Friday
in an industrial parking lot.
A cautious Canadian goose
pokes through the clustered cars
and heads towards the retention pond
with two fluffy goslings in tow.
Then three…
four… more.
Other adult geese take up the rear
and the group slips into the reeds.
I feel as voyeur,
and recipient
at once.
It is my good fortune
to be both.
The day feels charmed.

Bond

I gave you some of my words

(or told you they were there for you to see)

and asked that you measure them

and provide for me a scale or value….

The silence choked all reason from me

and left my sense of our friendship

lying bereft and wounded.

I pity myself for being so easily hurt,

despite my mantra

that I am without the need

for any acknowledgement….

Decades of shared exchanges

of the written-word

lie strewn upon the plains

of what once appeared to be

an unshakeable alliance.

Chronos moves in.

Time pursues me,

like a lonely friend

or a desperate lover.

I eschew the advances

and shrink back at each approach…

I am reluctant.

Time comes in for a hug,

I step aside and opt for the hand-shake,

but still feel the cool grip

of its embrace.

I am busy avoiding its gaze,

like a party guest, avoiding the drunken advances

of the hosts wife.

Time has parked itself on my couch

and I have no power to evict.

Now I have become aware

that while I am sleeping

Time has been snuggling me

and the wounds of its harsh form of love

are beginning to show.

Time and I are now an item,

and I have no way out.

Ablution

I step out of the shower

and have been renewed.

The simple act of running water across the body

and rubbing a lump of animal fats and alkaline

across my skin

has left me feeling

like I were new

and alive again.

I have broken the water,

destroying its surface tensions

and battering the bonds

of the filth that a day of life

had pressed into my skin

and marked upon my soul.

Like rain washes the summer from a city

and rinses winters grime from her streets

I have showered

and can call myself human

again.

A Cycle of Fiction

In each simple act

a communal experience lies.

We create the myth of our independence

while riding on the backs of others

whom we decry as parasites.

I forgo the honor of caring

(and with that the burden

of needing to acknowledge

my part).

I am left with the guilt

of knowing that I too am part

of the dirty truth about independence

and its humble impossibility.

It does not matter,

however,

as the deeper truth about our collective selves

is that we are sharing the state of the individual

with one-another

and celebrating it as unique.

I feel good

A homeless man on the street,
His hair rich and heavy, swept back away from his broad forehead.
He looks exactly like James Brown in the later years.
I am briefly touched, and feel the need for outreach.
He bows to the pavement, dropping to one knee:
I am suddenly overcome by the image of an assistant,
or a stage hand,
rushing to his side and draping a cape on his back,
but no one appears.
He is merely stooping to pick up a discarded cigarette butt.
The act returns him to his status as a homeless person,
But now the Godfather of Sole.